Home Is Whenever I'm With You

I'm listening to "Home" on repeat and feeling boy sulky. I'm thinking of telling Hugo I like him and then just get it the eff out there.

But I think of you, and how you've done it the right way and you got super amazing Jon, and how I wish Hugo would seek me out like Jon did for you.

And I want to do it the right way.

And I'm sure you're thinking "Well, then he's probably not the right one for you."

But I really want to just try with him. Just try. Because I do really like him. And like, I don't know what to do. I feel like, maybe I need your blessing to tell Hugo I like, though I doubt I will get a full one, not because you're not the most supportive and amazing friend ever, but because I know you don't really believe in it.

So I don't know what to do. Do I not and hopefully save myself from a broken heart somewhere along the line? Do I not and miss out on something amazing? Do I and let things fall where they may?

I don't know. And I miss you. And I wish you were here or I was there and I could talk about this with you in person.

If home is whenever I'm with you, what happens when I'm not with you?

Oh, I think I might just buy us both the flasks. We can bring them to Comicon.