Girl, I never loved no one like you.

You know me. You know that I like to go about relationships in an old fashioned way. I believe in letting a man lead and open the door for me and (reluctantly) let them pay for dates. That's just how I am.

You, my dear, are not me. I know you see how I waited and everything worked out, but God may not have that plan for you. You are more independent and modern than I am in your thinking, and maybe telling Hugo your feelings instead of waiting for him to tell you is what you need to do.

If you truly believe that you should be with him, have thought about a future with him, and are emotionally ready to enter into a relationship with him, then I say by all means take change and let him know your feelings.

Make sure your intentions are pure, that you don't want to fix him or change him. That you like him for who he is and for who you are around him.

If you feel that this is where you are, then I of course will give you my blessing. I will always support you in your decisions. And if it turns out that he is not the one, or he hurts you in any way, I will be there to take care of his body with you.

I'm always with you, even when you don't see me. We are bound together by friendship and that does not go away because of distance.

I know you are worried, but you are wise and will make the right decision.

Yes to the flasks!!

I freaking love you always and forever!

Home Is Whenever I'm With You

I'm listening to "Home" on repeat and feeling boy sulky. I'm thinking of telling Hugo I like him and then just get it the eff out there.

But I think of you, and how you've done it the right way and you got super amazing Jon, and how I wish Hugo would seek me out like Jon did for you.

And I want to do it the right way.

And I'm sure you're thinking "Well, then he's probably not the right one for you."

But I really want to just try with him. Just try. Because I do really like him. And like, I don't know what to do. I feel like, maybe I need your blessing to tell Hugo I like, though I doubt I will get a full one, not because you're not the most supportive and amazing friend ever, but because I know you don't really believe in it.

So I don't know what to do. Do I not and hopefully save myself from a broken heart somewhere along the line? Do I not and miss out on something amazing? Do I and let things fall where they may?

I don't know. And I miss you. And I wish you were here or I was there and I could talk about this with you in person.

If home is whenever I'm with you, what happens when I'm not with you?

Oh, I think I might just buy us both the flasks. We can bring them to Comicon.